And may you survive
We officially got together on the 15th of july. Can't say I'm blessed, more of lucky to have met him. I still remember that friday night, that short glimpse. Never did I expect we would end up being a part of each other's lives. He's really like the other half of me - when I look at him, I see myself in his eyes.
Such a qt pie... don't you think so? Maybe not everyone thinks so, but I do.
The scent of his body, the touch of his sleek skin, that adorable grin that melts my heart, the emotional security he gives me as we embrace, that adrenaline rush I get when our fingers interlock. That's not all to him though, it's not about the physical. And he is not just a punk with no paper qualifications...
People are pointing fingers, it probably gives them an orgasm if they were to see me down, they call me a bitch because I broke up with X and got together with him, they say it's going to be my loss. Oh, but X was never mine in the first place. I only got to say, whenever I needed him he was never there, when I was falling from the edge his hands would always be out of reach, I forced myself to adapt to his ways, I could never fathom his mind. Maybe I didn't do enough, or maybe we both aren't meant to be. There's always one wearing the black hat in break ups, so allow me to play the bad role. Je ne regrette rien. One thing to know about me, I never look back.
I want you to stay with me as I grow. I want to be your best, last. Even though there is still a long way for us to go, I have faith that we will triumph over all obstacles. As long love is there. I will keep myself standing strong as I always have been, and await the day you're given freedom. Hold our horses, and this too shall pass. Be it a few days, few months, or few years.
I love you, Kok Yu Jun.
