Trials and tribulations

Everything around us is like a cracked bottle held in hands, waiting to be shattered. Tired of walking on eggshells, terrified of falling. They say: fall seven times, get up eight. I'm a big girl, I can handle it. But the wounds from falling never heal, how when you keep getting bruised? But I keep walking, all for the sake of my dreams...

I want so much to turn from rags to riches, to be the leading lady of his life, to be a better girl just for him, to be irreplaceable, cherished, doted and pampered on, to sleep all day and live my nights partying away, a little group of avowed allies to chase our dreams together, to covet all my earthly desires and feed my pride, to get my body inked as much as I want to - beautiful pieces that tell of my story and who I'm, I want to travel places.. like Shanghai. I want to be able to give people my best and be my best. I want to be me, to do what I want to do. I want to lead my life.


I resent this sedentary and meaningless life I'm living now. How long more? How long more before I can fledge my wings and fly. Freedom and being legal is still far from my reach... Right now I'm just bounded by all the retarded conventions.

I'm only 15, but I have my dreams. Between me and my dreams, is a long wait of 1-3 years...

Are you like me?